Happy Twilight

Foto: Dejan Erniša

My long-time-no-see friend published photos from a very first absinth party, taking place four years ago at a rather unknown location. And he made my day. I'm thrilled to see how young we were at the time (though my boyfriend claims he is the same) and what a persuasive vampire I was. Dear moments that faded away suddenly came back to me. His funny round glasses from high school and my short hair, famous style by Tinka Pobalinka in 2005. We actually hardly have any pictures from a respectably long period of being party animals. But the photo's got much more than only remains of the days; it brilliantly depicts our vibration, which was there from a very beginning and shall represent us forever. That's the kind of love I adore, vivid and wild one.

And to those, asking me, where is my boy and how can I possibly survive without him - I miss him very much. We are both sort of used to bear with the distance, though it's difficult and no fun, especially for the one waiting in Ljubljana (most unpleasant in winter cold&rain and in empty apartment). However, this absence is also the freedom we need to fulfill our educational and general "life-wise" plans, and it's my turn now. The project is to lighten my famous twilight, so called messy head. And while doing this I feel anxious, but safe, sad, but great, because he is my ultimate bright light. And when he says to me a simple "Don't worry baby" my heart is an instant believer. When I am back, we'll hit the road together ... like a fairly harmless Bonnie and Clyde, heading towards a fairly civilized Tarzan and Jane life (Brazil and the neighborhood). Honey, I'm coming soon, get ready! (Ghrrrrrr)